lahondas
New Member
Have you thought about your death?
i was thinking the other day, how will i die it starlted me in a way i never have before. when and where? and what will i think in those last seconds, and what will i see last? what if the last thing i saw was my murderer? or the very car that will run me down on a highway, or an explosion of fire. maybe a gun looking me straight on, or the ground coming closer and closer as i fall. them i thought maybe ill see my husband holding my hand as i slowly sleep away into my death, from an old age and a great long lived life. i ofcourse perfer that. but who knows. and thats what upsetted me, realizing and dwelling on it. have you ever thought of this? what did you feel?
i was thinking the other day, how will i die it starlted me in a way i never have before. when and where? and what will i think in those last seconds, and what will i see last? what if the last thing i saw was my murderer? or the very car that will run me down on a highway, or an explosion of fire. maybe a gun looking me straight on, or the ground coming closer and closer as i fall. them i thought maybe ill see my husband holding my hand as i slowly sleep away into my death, from an old age and a great long lived life. i ofcourse perfer that. but who knows. and thats what upsetted me, realizing and dwelling on it. have you ever thought of this? what did you feel?