to my mother

[lahondas]

suppose to look up to you
and if your were my idol
id be on the wrong track
you cant show me love
if your not proud of me
you cant understand me
if you dont listen
when i was younger you were the woman i wanted to be
but i looked away in time
taught myself who i should be
and grew into my own woman
and do you care
do you know who i am
what do you think of me now
you dont think your wrong but youll figure it out when we dont talk
when you never see me
when our relationship goes
youll realize what youve done
i dont care now cause im healing as i grow