bleumana
kickbox
...the thoughts that "there are already enough books in the world" and already enough people insane enough to sit down and write them... and shouldn't I be out doing something more meaningful than adding to the deluge of words words words that already exist?
...also the gripping feeling that no one will ever read what I write...
...most action requires deep forgetting...
I have this too...The sad thought that there's so much out there, what can I contribute?
I hate that I compare myself to others and sometimes don't trust my instinct.
I hate the insecurity connected to "is this good enough?" or even "is this what my voice really sounds like?"