pontalba said:
Peder
Yes, you are not hallucinating.....they do (as far as I can see) contradict each other. I think in the end, we have to take Humbert's 'confession' seriously, but believe that he has not exorcised his guilt. Because really how can he? He cannot leave the guilt he feel behind. So, if thats wrong, well then I believe wrong.......
Pontalba,
No, I don't believe that you are wrong at all, especially in your beliefs, but neither in Appel's sense of 'losing' the game.
In fact, I think you have provided the exact key to the puzzle, that you are exactly right, and therefore that you have 'won' the game, not lost it.
The key is your insight that Humbert finally
realizes his guilt but does
not thereby rid himself of it, or shirk it.
And if I may I'll take that step by step.
On p.xxi
If one believes that Humbert's confession is "sincere" and that he exorcises his guilt....then one has lost the game.
With particular note of the word 'exorcises,' I take that to mean pretty clearly that one cannot win the game if one believes that Humbert has rid himself of his guilt, even if his confession is sincere as far as it goes.
On p. lxiv
If the reader has long since decided that there is no "moral reality" in the novel ... he may miss the final move at the corner of the board ... and lose the game after all.
So, writing off the novel as having no moral foundation, and being comfortable with that, definitely loses the game also. From which on concludes that the author intends the story to have a moral reality.
On p. lxiv, it would seem that "final move" and the "moral reality" appear when
The reader sees Humbert move ... to a realization of the loss suffered by Lolita ... in no way undercut by parody or qualified by irony.
Without parody or irony, Humbert's realization is therefore clearly and accurately as stated, namely, that he realizes the loss he has brought to Lolita. It also seems fair to say, without any indication there that he feels relieved of his guilt, that it stays with him and reconciles him to the underlying justness of his impending punishment.
So I think that you are exactly right on all counts, and that you have clearly seen your way to understanding the author's intention and to winning the game.
Sorry if that all sounds belabored, but the only way I can really understand something is by explaining it to myself. However, I also hope it agrees with your way of of seeing the story. So any comments are very welcome.
And I sincerely appreciate your help in unraveling a greater understanding of Appel's and the author's viewpoints for me.
Peder